this is for all the times i said “fuck my life”. this is for all the times i actually meant it. this is for all the people i’ve let down. this is for my mom, who i’m pretty sure i’ve disappointed. this is for my twin who was miscarried in my moms stomach. i’m sorry. that should have been me. this is for all the time’s i’ve been a horrible friend. this is for all the times i’ve had my heart broken. and for those who’s heart i broke. this is for my dad who think’s im nothing but an ungrateful bitch. i hope i proved you otherwise. this is for my family who are pretty sure i’m going to hell. this is for all the times i did something wrong. this is for all the times i knew i was doing something wrong. this is for the music that drowned my depression. this is for the lyrics that told me how i felt when i didn’t know. this is for that one person that still loved me, that still kept me close, regardless of all my flaws. you know who you are.

5-24-10